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Hisself
Bored?
Hisself
My life
For a long time, my life has been very confusing. I've never really been shure of wat I wanted to do. A large part of my day is sprent just lying in bed thinking, not really doing anything. I'm on the right path now and things are going to be great for now on.


How I Entertain Myself
I like playing video games and talking on the computer. I liek to watch anime. I love the water, just to sit in the sun passing time.


Poetry
U tell me u want me,
U tell me u care,
So when I was lonely,
Y weren't u there,
If u knew wat you meant to me,
Then mabey we could share,
A life full of joy,
A life full of care.

Every day I fight I struggle
I wish I had sumone to hold to cuddle
Sumone to help the pain go away
Sumone to be with me everyday

The end is near,
the days are gone,
all this fear,
has stayed to long,
I cannot take,
this pain anymore,
it was my mistake,
my heart is tore.

It’s almost over almost time,
To stop the pain i’ve held inside,
All i’ll do is write this rhyme,
To tell you it’s been put aside,
So please don’t hate me,
I need you here,
To stay beside me,
And stop this fear.

Drowning in pain I hear your voice,
I’ve gone insane it was my choice,
I could not hide my feelings for you,
I’ll try though i’ve tried,
To make our friendship true.

I need u to ease the pain,
I need u to help me strive,
I need u to keep me sain,
I need u to stay alive.
So hold me tight and don’t let go,
Cause when ur with me i’ll always know,
That I can see past these days,
See the fear and end my ways.


Who Exactly Am I?
I'm 17 now, just had the birthday of a lifetime! I got the best present i've ever gotten ever lol. And now it's 15 days later and it's gone. I love cats if u can't tell. I live in Clarkston, Michigan  It's never really been an accomplished dream but I love to sit under the stars reading poetry an cuddling with the one I love. I love going to the beach and talking on the computer. I'm a bit emo but not so much anymore. I like writing poetry, and lying around thinking. Thats about it get ahold of me if you want prolly won't though.
The inner stuffs^^
Your Existing Situation

Needs, and insists on having, a close and understanding relationship, or at least some method of satisfying a compulsion to feel identified.

Your Stress Sources

Has an unsatisfied need to ally himself with others whose standards are as high as his own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates him and inhibits his readiness to give himself freely. While he wants to surrender and let himself go, he regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, he feels, will lift him above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Your Restrained Characteristics

Feels he is receiving less than his share, but that he will have to conform and make the best of his situation.
Clings to his belief that his hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to his choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.

Becomes distressed when his needs or desires are misunderstood and feels that he has no one to turn to or rely on. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense.



Your Desired Objective

Urgently in need of rest, relaxation, peace, and affectionate understanding. Feels he has been treated with a lack of consideration and is upset and agitated as a result. Regards his situation as intolerable as long as his requirements are not complied with.

Your Actual Problem

Wants to be valued and respected, and seeks this from a close and peaceful association of mutual esteem.